Suddenly..

Suddenly feel the mood to listen this song...

突然好想你
作曲：阿信
填詞：阿信

五月天 - 突然好想你

最怕空气突然安静
最怕朋友突然的关心
最怕回忆突然翻滚
绞痛着不平息
最怕突然听到你的消息

想念如果会有声音
不愿那是悲伤的哭泣
事到如今
终於让自已属於我自已
只剩眼泪还骗不过自己

突然好想你
你会在哪里
过的快乐或委屈
突然好想你
突然锋利的回忆
突然模糊的眼睛

我们像一首最美丽的歌曲
变成两部悲伤的电影
为什麽你
带我走过最难忘的旅行
然後留下最痛的纪念品

我们那麽甜 那麽美
那麽相信
那麽疯 那麽热烈的曾经
为何我们
还是要奔向各自的幸福
和遗憾中老去

突然好想你
你会在哪里
过的快乐或委屈
突然好想你
突然锋利的回忆
突然模糊的眼睛

最怕空气突然安静
最怕朋友突然的关心
最怕回忆突然翻滚
绞痛着不平息
最怕突然听到你的消息
最怕此生已经决定自己过
没有你却又突然
听到你的消息
~~End~~

Something is wrong with me again. :(

i will not lose again..

Finally the week has ended with a disappointed day. The run didnt turn out to be my good run rather to be my worse condition ever run. With all the disadvantage factor act on me, the run I almost want to cry for it. The pain kicks in at 4.+km.. the pain if the AHM pain. During the run I keep praying for safely..till it reach the limit. rest of it is jus slow slow slow SLOW walk/jog style.

Out of all this nothing is important but the fact that, so many people just pass by me like nothing.. Ever senior citizen or gals or student which I cant accpet it... I promise to myself, I will never lose or see this kind of history ever again...

VERY EMO FOR THT DAY!!

feel like a loser..

Could it be I still no strong enough?? There is some part of my heart still not strong enough. some of the time i saw the picture or thing, I feel like I become more like a loser.. still wont let go? I never wish some miracle to happen but some how there some sad n unwilling to lose feeling... I still not strong to overcome it.